About love

Friends, a job, hobbies, self-improvement, ..........and LOVE. "Love is everywhere" is not a slogan, but reality! Songs about love, presents for couples, numerous books and online trainings on "How to find your life partner", and of course relatives, who always remind that you're already "too old" and "you should think about your future!" (To make a family sounds like the only thing we were born for. Seriously?!....). I'm trying to be nice and polite saying "Nobody proposed to me" (and then escape far away :D)  I've been always non-conformist: my friends were at night clubs,  and I spent days in the library or  visited exhibitions, galleries, concerts, presentations, sometimes weird events like contact improvisation, or English club organized by religious sects. I was willing to get new knowledge from books, people, I became kind of addicted to social (cultural) events. In my computer I don't have a folder with wedding dresses, before I go to bed I don't dream about a perfect man, or a house we'll live in, I think about what I can do to achieve my goals.

After I went abroad I discovered a big world-cities, cultures, nature, stories, and adventures that attract me the most while traveling. Life has an enormous amount of opportunities, so I should try to explore as much as I can. Another thing that I learned-I enjoy being alone–no matter what it is-long walks, trying local food, getting lost, dealing with challenges, not sleeping, staying in dorms.  I love to test myself. I love to rely on myself.

It's quite normal that great things happen unexpectedly. And it would be very stupid not to accept the love given to you. Being in relationships is a bittersweet (do you like dark chocolate?) experience that shows who you are, how important the other person is for you, how much you're willing to give, to forgive and to improve yourself. True love will make you want to be better-NOT to talk about how much you want to change yourself, but actually take actions!

After I met my boyfriend I saw a different ME–a sensitive teenager, a spoiled brat, a psycho, who was crying without any reason, "Chinese wife", who can't cook and so on. But you know what's more? I understood, that being a girlfriend is probably not my super skill (I'm kidding). I realized that I didn't see US among my life priorities. I want to live in different places, to become better, to help people who need me, to inspire and be happy. I believe I have enough talents, potential and positive energy to share. One day I'll learn how to balance love and life, to make pancakes, to act like a responsible adult. But it will be a new story with new ME.

"Look for those who will love forever. Seek those who are waiting for your love, with whom you will merge the two lakes together to create a sea. Look for those who are full of life! Look for voiced ones and juicy, with laughters, giggles and wrinkles from that. Look under the aspens and among the dandelions, in parks and on the stages, sad and funny, small and large. They are like kids in a way, they go through life with faith in the goodness but they see everything, of course, black and white, but live for yellow, red, blue ... Look for them. One need only look up".

Thank you for your love! Volim te!